Friday 30 January 2015

My hypermobility care mission: an update





This is a short post, but I think it goes quite well as a follow from my first of 2015. A big part of handling illness is education. Teaching yourself and taking advice from doctors helps you to control and look after yourself better. I constantly learn new things, and I did promise myself I would put my condition top of my priorities this year. This has made for a fairly busy January, but a very productive one. It's been busy in other ways too, I haven't just been hanging around hospitals and clinics thank goodness. I have had an anniversary, holiday planning, lots on at work and have tentatively gone back to running. I will write a post on this soon.

I went to see a dermatologist about some bleeding under my skin on my foot, and we came to conclusion it was done at a wedding by some very uncomfortable shoes about a year ago. Typical, the shoe saga strikes again! It's becoming a constant problem for me, but that's for another time. This is apparently now a stain rather than continuous bleeding and she wasn't too concerned by it.She wrote to my GP who then suggested I have some bloods done.

I had my full blood count and an ESR test done for the first time to my knowledge. The ESR test picks up on inflammation in the body and can therefore detect infection. It can also be used to test for autoimmune disorders and connective tissues diseases. My GP predicted this would be higher than average and flag up something, but it was totally normal. The mystery continues. All my bloods were normal actually, and my clinical colleagues assured me I am a very well person on paper. It's a shame this doesn't filter through to my general feelings!

One particularly exciting thing has happened. I did some research into clinics around London that see hypermobility and EDS patients. I emailed a doctor who sadly only specialises in children now, but she works at UCL and pointed me in the direction of a clinic I could potentially self refer to. She was extremely helpful and proved that initiative pays off. I also pushed for a medical genetics referral, which my dermatologist backed me up on and it actually got done. Success! So I was referred to Northwick Park Hospital in London to the genetics team and am now waiting an appointment.

I will report back on what this appointment is like, as a few people on Twitter have mentioned they are keen to be referred too.

That's it for now!
Happy weekend everyone.

Monday 26 January 2015

5 Things patients of chronic illness do...

From writing this blog, being a patient myself and immersing myself in online and hospital based communities, I have come to learn that there is much more to chronic illness than the condition itself.

1) Educating the educated

Chronic illness can be complicated, and particularly with under-diagnosed/ rare diseases, doctors will often have a gap in their knowledge. In my experience, and I know I am not alone, I often have to give a detailed description of hypermobility syndrome and the symptoms that come with it when I get referred to a new doctor. Obviously specialists will know what they're talking about (you hope) but it becomes the norm to explain your condition to doctors and for them to learn from you.



2) Adapting

You learn to be chronically ill in all situations. On the bus, at work, in the supermarket, looking after kids, having a shower. Every situation becomes adapted to you and your condition, and the adaptions aren't always good. It is however, a massive feat to carry out simple tasks while having a bad day, particularly living with chronic pain. The term 'chronically awesome' is no lie.

3) Forming communities

I didn't know that patient communities existed before I got unwell with hypermobility. Even then, it took me ages to realise there were Facebook groups, charities and forums bursting with information and support. You just type 'hypermobility' into the Facebook search bar and you're met with an abundance of groups and pages. It seems that when people have to really fight something, they fight together. It's been really interesting for me to grow a small community on Twitter off the back of this blog and my timeline is often littered with new information. You can join me on Twitter: @laurenrellis or on Instagram, where there is also a lot of unexpected 'spoonie' action! Larellis9

4) Learning and absorbing

To educate others, patients themselves have to be educated too. This is why communities and the great work done by charities like Ehlers Danlos UK and the Hypermobility Association are so important. Knowing the basis and learning about conditions is half the battle in the beginning. I was letting physios treat me for damaged rotator cuffs, even after they diagnosed me as hypermobile, because I just didn't know anything about it. It's surprising just how much patients learn about themselves and the world of medicine. Surprising in a really, really good way.

5) Generally being heroes

Ask anyone, it's bloody hard being chronically ill. It's hard having a condition that's not widely understood and without a straight forward cure or treatment plan. It takes a strong person to handle these things and they often make a strong person too.

Wednesday 14 January 2015

SMARD- Read Louie's story

It's Rare Disease Day next month, which I always try and do a couple of feature posts on. They are of course usually about EDS or HMS, but this time it's something different.

This post is about Louie, the smiley little boy below.


Louie is almost three years old. He is son to Natalie and Reece and very proud older brother to Charlie. He like watching Disney films, being read to, going swimming and playing on an ipad, just like most other boys his age.

As you can just about see in the photo, Louie has a tracheostomy. This is because he has a rare genetic condition called SMARD- spinal muscular atrophy with respiratory distress.

Some background on SMARD from http://www.actsma.co.uk/page/smard :

SMARD is a neuromuscular disease which causes progressive weakness of the muscles and severe respiratory distress, due to paralysis of the diaphragm, which tends to be the first noticeable symptom.  This is caused by a breakdown of the link between the brain and the muscles due to affected nerve cells.
Some signs may be present before birth, with the mother noticing less fetal movement than that of a healthy baby.   Most SMARD patients will experience respiratory failure within their first six months of life, and go on to require artificial ventilation.  Symptoms seem to appear in reverse order to that of SMA Type 1, with respiratory problems coming first, followed by severe muscle weakness, especially in the lower limbs.  
Health typically deteriorates very quickly by the age of 2, but there is such a range of severity that different cases are picked up at different ages and progression can vary greatly

 Both Louie's mum and dad carry a mutation of the SMARD gene, which only 1 in 50,000 people do. Charlie does not have the gene. The condition is progressive and life limiting and there is no cure. Louie needs round-the-clock care, and despite the demanding nature of his condition, he is happy and content.



 The condition does not affect Louie's brain, and as he grows older he is desperate to communicate with those around him, but he cannot talk. His family are currently trying to raise funds for him to have a piece of equipment called a Tobii Eyegaze . The Eyegaze is a special computer which will give Louie the ability to communicate using his eyes. If he has this computer, he can communicate with his parents and his nurses and carers, he can tell them if he is happy or sad, or uncomfortable, and he can have improved quality of life. It will also mean he can interact with Charlie as he grows up. He will also be able to tell his mum and dad what he wants to do, for example, go to the cinema, or just stay home and watch a film. Something that you wouldn't normally give a second thought to, is such a big deal for a toddler like Louie. Unfortunately there is not funding for this, so his family has to raise £6,600 in order to get the Eyegaze.

As you can imagine, this is very important to Louie and his parents. You can take a look at their fundraising page here and find out more about the campaign. You can also share this on social media and across Blogger. The more people find out about SMARD and Louie's campaign, the better.

For everyone with a rare disease or condition, Rare Disease Day is excellent and a chance to spread the word and raise awareness. The website can be found here and they are also on Twitter- @rarediseaseday





Tuesday 13 January 2015

5 awkward hypermobile situations



5 situations I have faced with hypermobility.

5 situations that have been awkward. 

5 situations that I fully expect to happen time and time again. 

1) The public dislocation

 'Hi there, can you come pick me up? My hip has come out and I can't move.' This is a conversation I have had on the phone a fair few times. There you are, just going about your daily business, when suddenly your leg gives way and you can't continue. Not so easy to explain to passers by why you are awkwardly half-perched on a wall with limbs at strange angles. It's even less easy to explain this to colleagues when they watch your manager half carry you into a lift.

2) The moaner

Spending a great deal of time with someone who moans constantly about even the tiniest twinge of pain or treats a common cold like the plague can be awkward and VERY annoying. Deep breaths. It isn't their fault. They don't feel ill often, give them a break. It's easier said than done though. What you really want to do is bellow directly in their face 'YOU DON'T KNOW PAIN' and then just get back to your day, but of course hypermobile beings are of the thick skin variety. Most of the time anyway.

3) The 'phoning in sick' conversation

'Yes it is my joint again. No I don't have a cold.' Getting an employer who understands or sympathizes with a condition like hypermobility is tough going. The idea of phoning in sick because you have unbearable pain for seemingly no reason can be demeaning, awkward and frustrating.

4) Getting undressed

Having to ask for help getting jumpers, sports bras and sometimes even jeans off has become a normal part of my life. It's more often the tops, but being found in bathroom tangled in various clothes with the shower running and a shoulder half out of it's socket is all fun and games until it really isn't fun and games.

5) Really nice clothes, really weird shoes

Let's face it, when you have dodgy hips and ankles and are prone to knee pain, you can't totter round in a pair of Louboutins looking fabulous everyday. Comfortable shoes are everything. Receiving some strange sideways glances when your lovely dress is teamed with sketchers is absolutely worth it to be able to walk home at end of the day without an episode of 'we need to stop. Something's come out.'

If you have hypermobility and or EDS, come follow me on Twitter. I tweet resources and bits of my medical story. I tweet about other stuff too! @laurenrellis

Monday 5 January 2015

6 changes to make 2015 healthier



Living with illness or not, everyone knows it's important to make some effort towards being healthy. Those who have experience of living with a condition  will also be aware that having good health and being in good shape can improve your outlook. Exercising much more in 2014 made a difference to my hypermobility, so in 2015 I want to continue with the positive changes. I spent ages on Sunday trawling through websites and blogs to look for some inspiration of things I can put into action, and these are my chosen 6:

1) Drinking a mug of warm water and lemon in the morning

For a long time my first drink every morning was coffee, which is not good and I have tried really hard to cut the habit out. I've heard a lot before about trying warm water first thing. It apparently helps with digestion, can be a natural way to help alleviate pain, can help with constipation and weight loss. The lemon is a good source of vitamin C, good in these winter months when there are germs a-plenty, and is also a natural anti-bacterial product. My hairdresser also swears it does wonders for your skin, which is always a big advantage.



2) Using a health app

I rarely put my iPhone down and I know I'm not alone in that. Health apps are being used more and more and I get lots of emails at work advertising new ones. They cover literally everything, but a good general one that monitors your intake of food and drink and exercise is a good place to start if you have nothing really specific to target. My Fitness Pal has long been a favourite of mine. I used it loads when I was a student and wanted to stop neglecting my diet. It basically tracks what you eat and drink against how active you are and tells you what you should be aiming for each day. It's great for weight loss if you want to slim down, but you can also use it to just make sure you aren't over or under-indulging and even to gain weight if you need to. It's free to download and really user-friendly.

3) Eating fruit before anything else

I've always been fairly good at fitting in fruit and veg in my adult life. What I do find though is that I cram it all in during the afternoon or evenings, meaning I am less likely to get the recommended 5 a day (or 7, depending on if you can handle that much!) which I would like achieve. Eating a piece of fruit first thing is actually pretty easy, especially something easy like a banana or apple. Including it in your breakfast helps too, but if you are busy and in a rush, grabbing something out of the fruit bowl is ideal.

4) Using fresh ingredients instead of jars/packets

This would depend a lot on how you feel about cooking and how much time you have. There are lots of great recipes out there for class dishes like spaghetti bolognaise, chilli con carne and curries that can be made fresh with spices and vegetables, rather than using shop-bought jars and packets. It's actually not that difficult either and you can alter things to be more to your taste. Once you have a good stock of spices in your kitchen, you don't even need to buy much each time you make a meal. Simply scratch is a really nice site that has a lot of recipes on, if you are looking for a place to start. I also want my weekly food shop to look like this more often:



5) Alcohol swapping

Okay, so if you love wine, this is a hard one. I LOVE wine, it's a complete guilty pleasure and I could could easily have a glass almost every day, which I don't, but still. It's also up there with the most fattening of all the beverages, which is sad. I'm going to attempt to switch from drinking wine to trying spirits with soda/tonic or low fat soft drinks. This may or may not go well. A couple of friends have mentioned in the past how much this has helped them lost them weight along the way, which isn't my goal, but it seems a bit healthier. Well, as healthy as it can be where alcohol is concerned. There is no way red wine can completely be banished though. No way,


6) Do more things I enjoy

Mental health is just as important as physical. Being happier overall is far more likely to make me succeed in the above, because when I am happier, I am more motivated in general. I ended last year stressed, tired, overworked and a bit fed up, which had a negative impact on my general well being. I'm going to attempt to do at least one really fun, enjoyable thing a week, even if it's something silly like watching Bridesmaids with my housemate for the 393485th time. Smiling is good for you, laughing is good for you, so it's time to do more.



I'm not looking at these as strict resolutions, because they won't all last or work out, but it's good to have things to aim for. Happy, healthy 2015!

Friday 2 January 2015

2015: The year of the invisible illness puzzle



Anyone who has read this blog before (and if you haven't then welcome) will know that I've spent a lot of time wondering what's wrong with me. That's fairly normal for anyone who has an invisible illness. Having nothing noticeably wrong means you can't point it out to a doctor or a friend or your mum and say "look at this, this is the problem."

There are so many pieces to put together when you are essentially self-diagnosing. A lot of invisible illnesses aren't properly looked after, especially in the NHS. It's hard to get a referral, hard to get a follow-up, hard to find a doctor who knows enough to truly make a difference. It's hard full stop.

There are thankfully a lot of resources out there, which means the many people who are piecing together a puzzle have some help. It's not always the best way though, but you do what you need to. After another confusing medical appointment last week which left me with more questions than answers, I decided that 2015 has to be the year. This has to be the year it happens. I need to get answers. 

It's really difficult to face up to things sometimes, particularly when it's something like health. Your health essentially is a belonging of yours. It has a mind of its own and if can rule your life. For people that are much more aware of their health, not knowing exactly what the real issue is can take so much away from life. 

For example, I have bad joint pains, urinary tract issues, headaches, sight problems, dislocations, bad bruising, poor immunity, and now bleeding under my skin. Hypermobility- diagnosed. Ehlers-Danlos- as good as diagnosed. But what else? The doctor I saw this week was unsatisfied by what I knew. He didn't think that was it. He was confused and needs assistance from another doctor. Another referral. Maybe the 20th. 

So now the waiting game. Again. But I'm not satisfied with waiting. Instead of waiting, I'm going to get back into heavy research, use my fortunate resources (doctor colleagues and friends) and go back to all of those who have examined, prodded and poked me. I think 2015 is time for some clarity. Everyone who knows how I feel, and there are plenty of those people, will probably have had similar feelings when the new year reigned in. Time for change. Time to try and make life more comfortable, less painful and healthier. I hope those who feel less positive can change that. I hope time. Particularly time that is the next 12 months, can change that.